Making your own safe space.
Mistress Axolotl needs a safe space in which to offer her tattooing/talisman/adornment/therapeutic service.
Below is something from the final pages of Patti Smith's new book M Train.
She explains why she does her art; her writing, poetry, photography and also why she carries out her small ritualistic journeys and routines.
She's lost three important people in her life; her husband, brother and best mate, all too young.
I think she's trying to summon something of their spirit, presence or memory through her actions.
This is for sure what I do.
reverie: a state of being pleasantly lost in one's thoughts; a daydream.
In the bottom quote she mentions the way in which a longing for and indulging in something unreal, or no longer real, will not bring about a truth, but that's ok and as long as you realise that you can just live in the dream.
* Below.... working on customised folk dress in homage to four of my favourite musicians |
M Train is like a portal to my own other world....
Patti's spiritual dream guide is a cowboy! Mine is a cowgirl! (Lone Cowgirl)
She conjures the spirit of dead loved ones through visiting places, taking trips, experiencing certain weather/landscapes etc, and carrying out rituals, and of course in her art/writing. So do I.
She finds sitting the same cafe at the same seat, alone, morning after morning, drinking the same coffee, to be productive for her imagination even though it appears as wasting time. She just loves cafes. Me too, and me too.
The whole book is a safe space for me.
She describes a reading room she arranges next to her bedroom.
So now I may make the Spirit Shed black!
Sometimes some words emit a strong symbolic or hypnotic pulse.
Sentences don't have to make sense. They can just be an abstract compilation of words that have good rhythm or individually transporting connotations.
That can be enough to set a scene into which you can retreat or explode, or through which you can wander.
As below...
This is a plan, based on the words idea above, for a sort of way-marker/totemic stake/flag, that hints at movement based on one's emotional state. And you can use the scenes and words from varying cerebral and real places to write cringey but relaxing stories. Now you have to endure my holiday snaps from the French Pyrenees last week.
Below: Mine
Below: My French mountain tribute to Georgie O'Keefe: May your soul live on Georgia!
Below: Papa with his collected firewood
Les bananes!
Below: Shepherd's hut we stayed in
Madame Martine's weeny cat Arthur
Mountain tea hut
Perfect place to write
Hello donkey
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