Monday, 10 August 2015

What price a cinematic embrace?

A totemic place for an allegorical experience.

...intermission from my residency...


Cinema, as well as other mediums such as writing, art and music, have the unique opportunity to explore our desires, fears and regrets unashamedly and collectively. They also have the power to say things that can't be said elsewhere, such as on the news, in parliament, at the bus stop, in school - they can test ideas for us; rehearse us.
But cinema (as well as some TV) has the visuals, the urgency and movement, the characters, the text and dialogue. These things occur in art, writing and music, but not all together. Sometimes music is the most powerful because it leaves the visuals and characters more to our imagination; but sometimes that is too emotional. I find music terribly overwhelming and feel a bit disabled after listening to some musicians because I can't match up my own life to the one i'm imagining! The is definitely good exercise for the brain in terms of escapism. (a kind of exercise I want to promote with my art even if I can't achieve it directly for viewers - and let's be honest, from what i've said above, art can't really do that.) But where music lets you get carried away, a film or a TV episode is written to a narrative that finishes at just the right point to reign your imagination in and keep it on track. You can't often watch the same film back to back like you can do with music. With film, the high feeling you get is halted and kept constant, then wound down slowly once the visuals are taken away from you. This, I think, is why viewers can carry the experience into their own life/environment scenario and begin to effect a change with that stimulus. You keep feeling the feeling, but accept that the experience cannot continue, and so feel that feeling in your own life.

Characters, their ideals and relationships, scenarios, environment and settings and locations... these all make us attached to a film. The act of visiting these in a cinema (indoor, outdoor) is, for the individual viewer, a framing of that experience as something slightly more elevated than watching on a small screen. It's just more epic. I can't put my finger on it, but I've always really enjoyed the cinematography aspect of films - it's really good placement for the mind and body, and maybe this on such a large scale is part of the effect. When that is image is proportionate to your body; can fit you into it, that might be the magic.
For the collective audience of a cinema screen, the viewing experience is communal. It opens discussions and can highlight common desires, or common fears and discomforts.

Yesterday I watched an episode of Home and Away in which my all time favourite TV character Darryl Braxton departed. I was pretty sad eh!!
But the actor who plays him said this about his character leaving:

"I think the key to any good TV series or any good storytelling is to leave the audience at the right point, and where we got to with Brax, we hit a point where it was the best point for him to exit the show. It was just the perfect time I guess".

I think this sort of demonstrates what I was saying about film and TV having a narrative that cannot be continued, allowing the viewer  to get on with other things - in my case, preferably, effecting a change they've been inspired to make by watching the film. I can definitely say that from watching Home and Away I am inspired to improve community connections and appreciate small town life, and to move out of the city, hopefully to the beach. And to also be more healthy - none of the characters party hard, and most of them exercise! I know this sounds cheesy. But this whole idea of being inspired by art forms, and effecting change, is cheesy. So ride with it.

Now endure the beauty of Brax's departing scenes: car crash during his prison transfer, survives, escapes, however he is presumed dead, must stay dead so his enemies don't target his gilrfriend Ricky and his babbin, hugs his best mate Ash and gives him his possessions to burn, goes to see Ricky and his kid Casey (named after his murdered bro - it's just one tragedy after another for the Braxton Brothers), looks at her mournfully through the foliage, she sees the trees move as he turns to go but doesn't believe anyone was really there, he sits in his car and looks at a family photo and realises everything he's leaving, but he has to... and he takes off.... alas. I cry.









So - i'm approaching the cinema space as place in which an allegorical experience can take place. It's like a ritual space/sacred space. Visual symbols i'm exploring to the effect, to use in paintings and installations, are:
totem poles
forecourts
circular spaces
viewing points
talismanic, symbolic objects (often from nature)
ritual garments; cloaks, shrouds, capes, pouches and pockets, mats.
shrines
priestesses and priests, sorcerers, seeing beings
branches
fire
water
symmetry

Then come cinematic features will be:
screens
seats
aisles
booths
lighting
the time of day/night
duration
location (often framed or idealised)

And symbolic objects, or events, can be anything. Here's a taste:

From The Summer Book by Tove Jansson:
"...the swallows that only honour the houses where the people are happy."

And from the Indigenous Australia exhibition at the British Museum - i can't remember the context., but I think it describes a painting. But, what a beaut sentiment about the treachery of messing with symbolic territory and matter?!?
"The mens' harpoons strike the sacred rock, causing the ancestral fires to flare and boil the water. The canoe capsizes and they drown. The ancestral crocodile Baru swims with the fire through the sacred waters. For Yolngu people, fire represents a profound knowledge that must be handled with wisdom and courage."

The bananas are, as ever, making an appearance at this point - as a symbol of urgency of experience.




Below is a proposed installation I hope I will be able to realise properly soon.






Guiltiplex

Leisure pursuits don’t prompt us to engage in a wider world. This installation is a literal framing of the cinema as a passive or active experience; are you engaged in the context of your own entertainment channels? As a viewer you are off screen, but you are still within the frame of experience; implicated by knowledge and observation. Your own choices about your cultural engagement are brought before you, as is the expectation to act upon your resultant feelings and findings from a cinema, and leisure (food, travel, entertainment), experience in general.

This cinema seat makes it hard to decide to sit down; it’s hard to be passive. The bananas would be ruined.
Bananas are a potent symbol of socio-political and environmental unease and fragility. Such a common, and comical, fruit hints at the everyday urgency surrounding the need for personal civic engagement. As a foreign fruit grown in colonial countries however, the use of bananas also considers the extent to which the entertainment and leisure industry can be culturally and socially exploitative, and its demand for out-sourcing and importation of goods and services. This clearly has both socio-political and environmental ramifications. This is also a concept concerning boundaries and frames of communities and cultures. Where is a line drawn between ‘leisure’ supply and demand across a globalised world?

The plastic sheeting and frame here suggest a cinema screen. Plastic offers a concept of transparency; another operational concern in the modern Global world. The plastic also represents the over-packaging of food products, and gives a claustrophobic feel. To add fuel to the fire, I gathered this un-recyclable plastic (a petroleum product) from the bins of my local high street during July, which has been trending as #noplasticmonth on twitter.

Painted banana ‘guns’ are seen from three angles, each angle implicating the viewer in different ways; protagonist, bystander or victim. The banana is the weapon and you are the smoking gun. Every citizen has a responsibility to acknowledge the frame of their own leisure desires in the wider world.

Viewers are invited to wander around the screen, entering the frame of view and experience; becoming part of the action. They may take a banana to eat, further implicating them into the world story.

Overall this installation is a question about boundaries between passivity and engagement during leisure time; how much of what we experience in the Western developed world is truly necessary, or is simply a concocted luxury ‘need’. The ‘frame’ of the cinema experience suggests something beyond the edge of a screen.

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And below is an sculptur-y thing i've been designing. I'm looking at the physical forces of sculpture to suggest nature is teetering on the edge of an abyss. It's also slightly looking like a winch or a hammock type thing - holding the horizontal tree up. Which itself is held up by tip structures; a self-sufficient, resourceful invention, closely linked to indigenous and travelling cultures who practice rituals alongside the outdoors, worshiping and honouring it and asking it provide.
My design is sort of a messed up ritual - habitation gone wrong.


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And below are photos from my album called Grandma's Last Winter. This was New Year in Jersey, as well a couple of other from the same roll of film.


The view from my favourite place in Jersey, in St Ouen's. About 10 mins walk from Dom's house. There's a natural amphitheatre here where they do a gig in the summer, but it's perfect for an outdoor cinema.

St Ouen's beach



Jersey has the best grass






The chicken house in St Ouen. I love this place, it's ruled by these creatures. This should really be a film. They are so loud. It doesn't even look like anyone lives here, but there are well over 100 chickens.
A portion of painting in progress, currently titled '8 Florence Street - i've never felt less like myself'

In the woods outside Brighton. Totem pole here for reference.





A handsome man in the woods
And below is Jersey in the summer - last week I was in the charming place. London is all the stinkier, busier and more landlocked for it. And this is where we need to listen to Landlocked Blues by Bright Eyes - a highly emotional and cinematic song.







Beauport. I'd never spent a whole day chilling at the beach till this. I get restless. Jersey has been teaching me to relax like a normal person.



My blurry cinema spot

Token visit to my fave Jersey gang. Meet the boys: Bruce, Stevie, Wonder and .... I can't remember the third one's name

Lauren making pals


Tagged

Dom and I got to sleep in 'the chalet'. LUSH!! MY DREAM!!




The guys.
And Papa bought me cowgirl hat at Womad - because i'm the Lone Cowgirl

Wednesday, 5 August 2015

More on the Spirit Shed....

"It has provided not only physical but also psychological sanctuary. It has been a guardian of identity."
- Alain de Botton, The Architecture of Happiness

This is the idea I am moving forward with... in the the crossover between shed shelter and clothing shelter

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Back from Womad and Jersey, and straight into the Shed!

It's tricky trying to write up/summarise my ideas that i've been having in the garden and the shed at Free Space Gallery. I usually work best when I have a space that I can really move into and spread out in and retreat to and express myself through; put everything up on the walls that inspires me, furnish the space, spend heaps of time there drawing, writing, thinking, eating... this is what my usual studio in the Bussey Building, Peckham is for me. But as of today, the Spirit Shed (as I have christened it) can now be this! I have my very own key to it, and now I can really move my stuff in there, and use the shed in the precise way I feel a shed ought to be used; as a physical and psychological retreat and also a space for expression of identity.
So tomorrow I will take some tools with me and really try and fix up a good solid working space.
I'm gonna go to town with the facade of the shed and make an awning/porch area which will exist as a tiny shelter area and a way to invite people in, but also as some sort of participatory exhibit; A way for the visitors to the health centre to engage for a second (because I need to remember that many visitors to the health centre won't spend long looking at my research, or may not be familiar or comfortable with art, particularly some of my more cerebral concepts that take a bit of time to get to know).

To get an idea of the purpose of my being at the Free Space Gallery, have a look at this post that the gallery director Melissa wrote recently. She sums up the place that art has in the health centre itself, but also in a wider wellbeing scenario. She mentions that I will be doing casual workshops. Indeed I shall! Due to those bills and rents we all gotta pay, I can't make it to Kentish Town every day, but on my weekdays off (of which I have more over summer!) I will be in the garden, with art materials, books, and chat. So the workshops really are casual as you can't just come and get to work and hang out with me and some paint! But over the coming months Melissa and I will arrange some more organised, formal sessions which we will advertise.
I'm thinking:
- fabric printing/painting sessions - to create scout style badges which I will sew onto one big cloak which can also be used as a tent. This would create a collaborative work which would be a record of talismanic/lucky charm images and symbols of the centre visitors.
- tent/den making!
- outdoor film evening
- banner making; giving an identity to 'the shed' as a feature in all of our lives; what do sheds/dens mean to us all?
- a visual 'story-telling' workshop to create a life story for an imaginary inhabitant of the shed. I think i've thought of a name for this shed-dweller; Mistress Axolotl. 
She provides nurturing and desire fulfilment for all of the aspects of our health that the NHS cannot provide; she is available to all and is able to accommodate your wildest dreams (that's where the 'Mistress' part comes in!), and she is also totally versatile and adapt to every one of us (this is where she gets her name Axolotl - an axolotl is an aquatic creature, like a salamander, that is of supreme interest in medical research because it can generate embryonic stem cells throughout its life, which we can use to grow useful tissues for human bodies... providing cures!)
I would like to create a gallery in the shed, made up of visitors drawings and paintings and words, about her life, her work, her personality...

I realise I haven't got a lot of visual research to support my ideas so far, but here a few images that might show where my mind is going...
I am really focusing on the crossover between sheds/dens and garments/clothing as retreat spaces.
And also - you will see that i'm very into Frida Kahlo's wardrobe! I feel she's a sublime example of somebody who totally embodied their personality, fantasies and overall identity in what she wore. Here Mexican-ness is so apparent and proud, and her portraits often feature her clothes, making her art her life and vice versa.
You will also see some sketches for 'garden garments' that i am designing - clothing to furnish the well-beeing garden, inspired by sheds and dens and being close the nature, but bring our physical and psychological connection to ourselves and each other into the experience.





The architecture of tents: self-contained spatial entities.
So are human bodies.
And things happen inside.

Connection and communion
Seclusion and retreat

They don't need four walls, just a canopy or a lean-to offers refuge enough. Like a scarf, a cape or a hood, or warm socks.

Decorate with objects, jewels, paintings, painted and embroidered symbols - because this is a canvas for identity, whether it be expressive or cryptic.

I met a man while in the Well-beeing Garden who served in the army and now works in the Oxfam shop. I need to ask him about army shelters, and uniform - probably the most impossible things to express identity or individuality in/with? How do soldiers do this?

In our homes, decoration often frames the beauty of everyday and also faraway things. What is it about your reality that you like? What is it about your fantasies that you need?
These can all frame the beauty of oneself too. 
The architecture of our surroundings can make a contribution to our happiness.
Are we different people in different places and clothes? I think so. Which is so fun, but maybe that's also why we need to make our own clothes and dens more often, so that they are totally reflective of what we are or what we want.

Kentish Town Health Centre is an interesting building on looking at it with no architectural knowledge: it is white grey, lime green and surrounded by tall trees. It has large windows and is a modern building with a lot of open space and air. It has almost no smell whatsoever. It has a glass central waiting area which opens onto the garden. From the shed I can see the grey floor of the building and a pink area. I think these colours will be the colours of what I make here.
All the elements of a building combine to create an atmosphere. A building such as KTCH, with it's community interest principals, ought to create an atmosphere "in which the best sides of us are offered the opportunity to flourish... " - Alain de Botton.
The angles, colours, textures, proportions, visibility, size, spaces... are they loud, quiet, calming, silly, wise, intriguing, slow, anxious, clear, soft, old, fresh.... do they lead us into thought with curiosity on looking, or divert us to think of something elsewhere and different? I don't think any of these are better or worse than other atmospheres, because everyone has different weaknesses and strengths and will respond to what community buildings offer in different ways. And this is why it would be so helpful and productive to make our own shelters. And clothes.




Amazing sand den photo I found in a photography exhibition catalogue I found at Grandma's, from a show in 1955 called 'The Family of Man'


Frida looking fantastic as usual

Interesting shaped garment to accommodate a combination of different body parts

Amazing!! I am definitely looking a lot at the 'hood' as a garment feature - they are very comforting and can be retreated into. Hoods provide protection from the wind, rain and sun, but also from the outside world if you need to hide.
I also love the fringing on this; I imagine that hiding behind a fringed, hooded cape feel like peeking out from a childhood hidey-hole in a tree or some bushes, with leaves and twigs slightly obscuring your view and own identity.

Like hiding

Slightly blurred photos of foliage and forest floor give the idea of movement through a wild place, maybe at a wild pace. Just appears as if one is inhabiting the natural space a bit more realistically, rather than just looking.


Waterproof nylon and hoods in full use

Voldemort gave the Death Eaters the weekend off, and they went to Womad

Wierdly aesthetically pleasing tent roof flood!! I like - I may use this in some of my tent/den/shed insallations





Above are sketches of me getting a bit obsessed for no good reason, with using water as a weight to hoist up structures. If I had more time and more things to hang rope from in the garden, this could be made to look really cool. But it's not relevant enough - it's really just a personal aesthetic/relaxation thing.


Real simple shapes... tent like


amazing woven symbols in one of Frida's tops

Friendship bracelets :) weaving in little thoughts


translucency of some fabric gives them a delicate visibility... like that of the human mind.

shapes of fabric and garments as though a person is inside.... painting ideas





Friday, 24 July 2015

Sheds / shelters / shrouds / sculpture

Thoughts are progressing in the shed....





Sheds = physical shelter, protection from elements, but the elements also protect us. Gardens = medicine, beauty, relaxation.
What are the minutiae logistics of survival in terms of shelter?
Small dynamic tricks, little pieces of kit, certain materials, colours etc...
These features of shelter building have sculptural qualities.....

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Dynamics of independency and self-sufficiency and taking full advantage of that you got / who you are (resourcefulness!)

Sketches of fabric swathes in a shape that suggests a person is inside. This would make nice sculptures, if the fabric could be kept rigid in this shape. Make a whole town of these structures. Their human spectral-ness might suggest or incite play and activity; making up storylines and acting them out, like playing in hollow trees and behind bushes. A small soap opera, if you will!
And soap operas, as I may have said before a million times, are very therapeutic in exactly the right proportions and manner to relax with one every day.

“There are many things I love about Summer Bay, don’t you know that you’re one of them.”

They could be transparent – plastic / polythene sheeting? As if through a Tv/cinema screen.
The material, whatever it is, could be painted or printed on using woodblocks, or screen printing. I like the idea of developing motifs, in a club kind of way. Emblem, badges, symbols, logos – all relating to and expressing certain aspects of emotional and physical exposure and shelter.


Thresholds, Off-grid, Self-containment, Dens, Cabins, Clubhouses, Headquarters, Bunker,




A shed is not only a physical shelter, but also an emotional safehouse and a mental retreat/